Family Fucking Reunion..
Aren’t i glad that this time next weekend i will be spending time with my lovely disfuctional family. I can already see this family reunion being a massive fail yet everyone is looking forward to it but me. What is there to look forward too like seriously ? Who’s ever idea it was to go camping in april are bloody idoits. It’s going to be freezing cold and raining. But what can i expect it’s my family we are talking about here.
I am just praying that we are going to atleast have hot showers and a working toliets. My family are such bush pigs and i try and spend little time with them that’s why i haven’t spoken to half of them for years !!
But i am being made to go and my father has told me i can’t get out of it. My other fear is being surounded by food and lots of it and i know i will have to eat but not knowing what type of food my family eats scares the shit out of me. I am seriously considering going shopping and buy my own “safe” food and bringing that along but then everyone will ask questions about my eating disorder etc
I hoping they dont ask anything about my recent weight loss because i am just a couple months out of inpatient treatment and they all think i am “better” . My grandma and dad noticed my weight loss this week but i was able to brush it off without any serious questions. So i will be hiding behind massive oversize jumpers and track pants. I really don’t want to gain weight either ive spent the last 2 months busting my bum off trying to lose the weight i was forced to gain during treatment.
